I have had so much on my mind lately, it’s been so fucking distracting. I’ll go back a little bit and explain why this is bothering me so much. The last week of college was so amazing, but it left me with so many questions about where Ty and I are at in our relationship. Last weekend was amazing, but left me wanting more, which won’t happen unless we are back together as boyfriend/girlfriend. None of this really good friends shit. I want so bad to say I am okay with what we are right now, but I would be lying to myself if I did. I miss him so much it almost hurts. It kills me not knowing what went wrong with our relationship. I mean, it went from him practically saying he loved me to, there was no spark. Like, what the FUCK!!!! I’ve let it go for the last month and a half, but I don’t know how much longer I can. I miss him so much. When he left Tech to go home and I had to stay another 5 days for RA crap, I bawled when he left. I was so upset, and I don’t even know why. I can’t get him off my mind for more than a few minutes it seems and it has got me so distracted. All I want is to just be with him more than anything. I would GIVE anything just so see him. I mean, I’ll see him in a little bit because he is coming up to canoeing with some of his friends, and I’m going too, but it’s not the same when he’s around his friends. I want it to be just US!!
Okay, I’m done now…..
I want somebody…..
…who won’t give up on me, and that will stick by my side when it gets rough.
Relationships Last Longer When People Don’t Know About Them
I pretty much agree with this. There is so much shit I posted on Facebook that I wish I would have just kept to myself or between Tyler and I when we were “official” together(i don’t even know what the fuck we are now). And if we decide to get back together I am avoiding Facebook as much as possible.
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tmfs:: To My Future Husband:
I’m sorry that I’m not perfect. I’m sorry that I get angry, or grumpy, or forgetful. I’m sorry for when I flip the toilet paper the wrong way, forget to buy milk, or throw away something important. I’m sorry for when I burn dinner, sing off key in the shower, and get a flat tire and ask you to…
I hate when you don’t know and can’t tell if you’ve actually pissed someone off or if they are just kidding. Like seriously…. This is one part of social networking I don’t like
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Monday afternoon I got back from the most fun weekend I have had in a LONG time. I went camping at Beaver Lake with Tyler and his family and had so much fun! We swam, ate so good food, swam some more, jumped off some bluffs into the lake, ate some more good food, swam even some more, was dunked a few times, played some sand volleyball, built a fire, ate some s’mores, got sunburned, swam again, jumped off the bluffs again, had a group lake “shower”, played some more sand volleyball, swam even more, played capture the flag with other kids from around the campgrounds, built another fire, and finally ended the weekend and headed back to NWA. Going canoeing Sunday with him and some friends from Tech and some other people. Really looking forward to this!!! And, over the 4th of July I am going camping again for 9 days. I cannot wait!!!
And, I got a little sunburned, but it was totally worth it :)
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Duh! haha
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